The black field :(

2008-10-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

wow. chelsea just thrashe boro 5-0.

anyway, i spent much of yesterday slacking away. today was more of mugging but i realise still got much to complete b/4 monday's eoys...ahhh.. muz go mug now though its lyk alr 10pm....shun bian follow the arsenal and liverpool matches...hope they lose! teehee

monday is the last eoy paper...well i think many have bin waiting for that. though it the last paper, i shouldnt feel too relaxed. i always end up screwing up math recently..haiz...

promise some improvements in my blog after monday. anywae its so dead now bet no one will even read this post.

36 hours b/4 that paper ends, i will return to mugging for now.

2008-10-17T19:02:00.001+08:00

the year when man u won the treble - fa cup, champions league and bpl

two amazing comebacks forever remembered in history.. im greatly inspired.

2008-10-11T17:21:00.003+08:00

shyte...i dun think today was rather productive...i tried to come up with my history essay....but some parts i realli not sure...haiz...

trying to mug geog now.

life is miserable man. i hate the eoys...why cant ther be ccts like in term 1,2,3. this is so crappy man.

please go stop the eoys....

2008-10-06T21:04:00.003+08:00

i realli regret wasting so much time on the damn website during the sep hols....and i regret slacking....cos now i seem to have a lack of time for revision...i was trying to do a mental plan of what i was going to study for the next 8 days...and i realised its gonna be dam dam rushed...

haiz...shant talk so much now.... will post again when i have time and i realli think it wiil be aft eoys or not if i suddenly feel like blurting out some stuff den i will come and blog...anywae this doesnt take more den 5 mins..so yeah...

cya...

2008-10-01T19:04:00.003+08:00

i shall blog later i hope but i cant believe i spent so much time on one math question i couldnt solve and i ended up realising that i didnt sqaure the radius so i couldnt solve

the formula: pi r square i only did pi r ...

shyte...

2008-09-29T18:15:00.007+08:00

pls note my tagboard can only be viewed in IE...

i hope this will be a long post cos apparently when i brought out all my stuff i suddenly didnt feel lyk mugging anymore....for my consequent paragraphs..u r not allowed to think or even use the word SUAN in my cbox cos im increasingly frustrated by this freaking noobish word used nonsensically...

lets start with today...music hmmm....we didnt present our quite retarded song which follows DONT STOP THE MUSIC except we changed soome lyrics or most lyrics....

next was cs...we were introduced to thinkquest.....it can be done for our RE....actually its kinda cool if u win u win a trip to san francisco plus laptop...quite cool...but the problem is it seems a rather tedious process and i dont know izzit equals to more work cos after we chiong our website b/4 april den we still have to continue with our final year RE report...i dun realli wanna join it..i dunno la...can we eva win anywaes, the winners normally are dam pro....

well recess i chionged my hstry hw which we didnt even go through today...OC was kinda i dunno...random...people coming up to present conservations..all a joke man...OC has finnaly come to an end....well definitely. OC has taught us much about how to speak confidently in front of a crowd...

english...hmm..juz did WORKSHEET......oh last week we got back our poem marks...my poen test ok la 17/20 but my poetry portfolio not realli dat good 14/20...history we finally got back our cct and tba...cct got 11/15 tba got full marks...lol..hmmm...i waited the bloody whole of lunch to ask mdm yati two questions which took up less den 1 min ..haiz... ppl in front were hogging.......trying to get marks...so i had to stay back after school to have lunch before i went home...raining heavily..so scared of lightning lols...

b/4 i went home the last period was sci..we did some expermient i mean a few experiments...and den two of the experiments produce dam shyte smells of rotten eggs..dam i somemore out of curiosity go purposely smell one of the substances omg! it was sriously some dam SHYTE SMELL ahhh..dunno how to descirbe...juz stinky!lol...but reactions are amazing...suddenly reaction can cause the substances to b'com hot ....im quie noob at chem...i've neva seen these b/4...lol...lyk my prac test also dam noob...den write wrong method..

after sku, actually wanted to stay back for soccer/squash which i do regularly ever since cca stood down....but raining dam sian..haiz...

speaking of tt,,my squash selections are on 26 oct...ohno...what now man?

oh yea..my geog pt i submitted today...it was crap man..i did a draft and mrs koh thought ( i think) it was pretty lousy...i redid the whole thing and i realli dunno how it goes...one of the hardest pts i eva come across...i hate drawing such stuff manz...zzzz...

now, besides school life...hmmm FI....alonso surprisingly won after starting as 15th...unlucky massa...drove off even b/4 the fuel hose was removed...tt was crapp...a man i think got knocked down cos of this too...see this video........

...i support hamiliton and he currently holds a big 7-point lead...w00ts...

BPL....man u 2-0..bolton..i didnt watch FI on sat and was on a 4 hr tv marathon from 8-12...watching both liverpool and man u play...i think both desreved to win man...liverpool deserved more...man u haiz...the ronaldo penalty wasnt a penalty clearly...it was a clean perfect tackle...but the way ronaldo flew to the ground...maybe the referee thus decided to giv the penalty...many say he was dam biased...( the referee was rob styles and man u has neva lost a match when styles referees it, i think)lol...nevertheless..man u sealed the win with rooney scoring the second goal wonderful build up and skill by ronaldo and rooney..man u dominated so they deserved the win...

wow i hope this is one of my longest posts eva....oh yea wednesdays a hol..hmmm..my birthday in 18 days...a dri-fit shirt would be nice for a present..im not hinting for anyone to buy me a present...im probably hinting at my family..lol...
i have such shyte luck my birthday is always during an exam period esp EOY...pri sku also lyk tt..only exception was PSLE....

tts all i think..hope to post soon...

once again, no one is allowed to use" the word" again

shyte i shld go n mug ahhhh...slack so much man...

2008-09-25T21:16:00.004+08:00

sorry i know this blog sucks...promise some upgrading afterEOYs...i totally removed my skin anywaes cos i couldnt take how random it was...

anywae, today was a bad bad day b/4 it turned out to be ok but not too good too.....

haiz i guess u all know....my math cct screw up almost fail...zzzz...didnt get back hstry cct but at least got lollipops for OC( good marks for speech/good improvement) i improved cos i totally screwed up my story telling which was the first test.lol...den after dat went to collect crystals...contamination sia....zzz..should not have left overnite....now not too good le...may not get full 2 marks...sianz..

tmr...haiz...what will happen i realli dont know...

abrupt ending..lolz

2008-09-22T21:19:00.002+08:00

dunno why...just like today..im beginning to screw up more and more of my tests..my results are lyk going down...its not lyk im complacent or stop working hard or what.dunno why...sometimes maybe cos of my revision techniques..i always revise probably at last minute and den think i have remmebered everything den in the end forget...

so crapp. i got a whole pile of questions in my file to ask. muz start finding people to ask...

2008-09-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

man u wasted it man. if only they held on for 3 points.

Final score: 1-1

scorers:
man u: park ji sung
chelsea: kalou

mau u were desperate. 7 yellow cards. ref was kinda too much too, huh!?

surprise they didnt start ronaldo. park did well. too bad van der sar injured himself or not we got another sub could hav brought on tevez and it would be the fearsome 4...but we were despo defending last few mins so kinda lost any hope of winning.

i seriously dunno if man u this season are doomed. havent realli bin scoring goals..and berba doesnt seem to be lively on the pitch to me....

common, we gotta realli catch up man.

2008-09-21T12:11:00.003+08:00

my parents just cant seem to understand how useful the trip to penang would be...its lyk they think im nt or rather they dont even want me to go...im juz so pissed or frustrated with them...and coupled with the fact that they already made travel plans 1 plus month ago worsens everything cos now theres so possibility that i can make the trip to penang as its gonna be impossible to cancel my family trip( if my parents cancel they have to pay a lot of money which they are not willing to)...zzz...

to them, i think my cca isnt as important as i think it is..at least i think my mother thinks so...
even buying a single squash ball costing 4 dollars irritates my parents...

i've now got other things to worry about more...my EOYs im so afriad i cant finish my revision...well all these have to depend on me mentally...i cant rely on anyone else, can i?

at least i think some people are hating me when i did nothing wrong...or izzit like im being paranoid?

2008-09-20T11:58:00.003+08:00

my blog is realli retarded...i will give it a total new look after the EOYs or somewhere around ther..im way too busy now...heres a rather short and realli random post i guess...oh yea...will update links after EOYs too theres juz too many ppl i hav to link...

im mugging my so complicated math now...coupled with so many supp. ws and EOY papers i photocopied..omggg...realli shldnt even leave a minute for slacking...

well...yesterday we had double math period..well it didnt turn out to be boring....we learned a lot of dam extra stuff which im trying to figure out now...well i still got lyk sci prac test on monday..the animal farm letter and oral presentation on monday...and den we getting back math cct on moday which i had said i totally screwed up...sad...............

yesterday the trip to the hydroponics farm was cancelled cos got too many mosquitoes ( dengue)...i didnt know it was a hotspot...oh man...lol????...

i cant make it to penang this nov i guess......haiz...

seriously, isnt emoing a way to relieve stress?...

2008-09-17T20:25:00.003+08:00

exactl just three more weeks to EOYs....sumtimes i do hav this terrible feeling...or i feel kinda lost....theres juz lyk so much to know...to revise...well i dun lyk to mug...and i dun think im aiming for a dam high GPA...try my best enuf le...

well..i screwed up my math cct today...its probably my worst math cct out of the 4...i shld seriously start timing myself while i do the practice questions...

well as for math TA: 7/10..cl oral: 22/30 cl yingyongwen:16/20 hmmm.still got geog cct and hstry cct...haiz....

these three days hav been realli a lot about soccer....we lost in penalties...to 1A....haiz..a quarter fianl finish..i think we should be satisfied. and people lyk ying feng r starting to train for nxt year...he is pro la..ying feng sure b'com a top class defender...whats up with tizian wanting to be the first choice keeper? den what about attack? lol...for me, i dunno about my postition in the squad nxt year ...

something random...i dun realli lyk chemistry...haiz..physics was ok but i screwed it up..

i want to continue posting....
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how could i forget...man u was so totally embarrassed by liverpool...i tot it was gonna be a 10-0 thrashing or wad when tevez scored that brilliant goal from a superb berba assist...berba was kinda a disappointment...but hopefully he will get better....anywae, man u played lyk realli crap though they had lyk three holding midfileders...the 2nd goal was stupid...giggs enabling mascherano to pass to kuyt assisted and when i saw babel approaching i knew we were gonna die...vidic sent off made it worse...hopefully ronaldo inspires man u...nxt game: tonite and chelsea on sunday

wad else....

ar....

zzz...

nothing much ...

2008-09-15T20:07:00.003+08:00

wadeva shit u call it..im nt emoing...i can call myself a failure...a bastard living in a world i probably shldnt be in...neva eva repaid for doing things the right way i guess...i dunno..i juz feel so sad with many things...izzit fate playing with me or wad....

im getting realli rash nowadays...i dunno why...i had some sort of a mental outburst today...im sorry if i had offended anyone...

i think confidence doesnt work anymore, does it...well i shldnt think so much anymore...i think what i want to focus now is relevant stuff like EOYs...

THE HUGE PILE OF WORKLOAD...MY BRAIN IS GONNA EXPLODE

2008-09-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

sorry guys...i know my blog has been dead..realli.sorry...the hols have bin spent chionging my website and this whole week well dam busy...today only free day so can post..lol...still got hw to do later...haiz....Eoys realli coming..i wont hav time to post so much but i will post lyk siao after EOYS...lol..my facebook also so dead...sad...

well..bad and jinxed start to everything this week...
lets list them down

1. almost failed sci cct( 17/30)
2. one of lower marks for eng cct ( 19/25) half or more of class got lyk 20 and more...
3. totally screwed up my math TA today...didnt finish

i dunno how much more but three main things are above..

well positives...1H through to quarter finals soccer...we beat 1D 1-0...tizian tap in after nat mah hit the post...lol...but nat mah and clarence picked up injuries...and we playing 1A tmr...sports class...dunno nat mah and clarence can play anot...COME ON...u cant not play...zzz

lol england thrashed croatia 4-1....w00ts....theo walcott hat trick dam pro sia he..score twice from tight angles...haha...capello realli clever to put him when hes playing well...lol..not lyk sven goran eriksson( or how u spell it) who puts the most famous players: beckham....lol

realli dam nervous for EOY..sighs..

2008-08-30T11:23:00.002+08:00

my 78th post..lol..long way to 100...hmm

just finished watching the adventures of robin hood...it was rather random.. was having breakfast den switched on tv and watched it...the show was damn nice...hehe...the fighting scenes especially...

well..sep hols now...term 4 approaching and the damn EOY. i hate it ...revising the entire year's work i may go crazy..haha....well for now i gotta finish my website and stuff...

teachers day...hmm..happy teachers day.. haha yesterday ri celebrations was fun man. with biquan and issac as hosts...hilarious...totally enjoyable..everything..met up with pri sku classmates..we had to wait so long cos rosyth only opened at 1.30....dotz....

last nite was man u vs zenit st.petersburg. super cup final....lol...man u lost 2-1...crapp..it was a first team line up somemore and man u couldnt win.. i juz think their defendings was pathetic...well scholes was sent off cos he punched the ball into the net...haha..he despo...last min of the game man u need equalizer den he juz jump and push the ball into the net like volleyball...

rather short post...and random..gtg bathe...

crush- david archuleta

2008-08-23T11:13:00.005+08:00

zzz. sad closure to olympics is tomorrow.. well this is the first olympics i ever followed so closely cos it juz so magnificent. from phelps to bolt to so many records broken to our first medal since 1960, its juz so brilliant. well lets not forget tao li's amazing feat.

well our table tennis olympic journey ended on a sad note though...jiawei finishing fourth again.. well this time she faced world no 1 and 2, thus there was nothing much she could do, unlike in 2004, but this time she put up a much greater fight... well i duno if its a jinx or what but we always take the first set against the chinese and end up losing evrything.

london 2012 coming up. so sad that age has caught up with jiawei. well sympathise her. she gave it her all but still she cant get a medal. well. but this shld be one of her best olympics considering the team silver medal. proud of TEAM SINGAPORE.

so much for beijing 2008 olympics, i hope london will come up with a better one in 2012.

well. rather busy week i had. sleepless nights. chionging assignments hw and mugging tests..not forgetting filing. zzz no much use mugging. my geog i forgot things being taught, forgot answers that were given in previous done worksheets...ahhhh. my sci was much worse. zzz didnt even study prefix, forgot stuff..shyte..and stop saying im suanning everyone by saying i screw up, yiu yin.

well as usual, i expected that i had screwed up my math last two quesitons. and really i got 24.5/30 and all my 5 marks were cut from the last two questions...haha. zzz caculation error so i screwed up the whole question for q7...wth. 1/2 mark gone cos i didnt write staements. still the makrs r ok la..

had some MOE test yesterday after school..zzz lyk psle lyk tt i think. dunno why we muz do

slacking now,....well my parents back from PTM, see what they have to say. blahblah.

at least the ccts for term 3 are over. now EOY, my first ever in RI.

this post is toally unrelated to my previous post. i guess this is another side of my life

2008-08-20T19:14:00.002+08:00

i think as of today, i 've been hit by a sudden realisation.. that my hopes or dreams have porbbaly come to an end..i realise its time i have to face it...its time i think i should turn to other oppurtinites...its juz frustrating, but i really dunno if this should continue...

perhaps i need a counsellor i need some i can consult and trust.

PS without those inspiring and great songs of the decade, i think this might have been a gloomy world of darkness

2008-08-14T15:58:00.003+08:00

splitting headaches..urgh driving me really crazy...

this wk we had our first real look at RIPB campaigns. lol at least got ryan quek from our class nominated. wow. enthu him. printed sop many posters and stuff but in the end kenna sabotaged.( flyers got torn)...zzz...do go to his blog for more info. http://www.moregoodears.blogspot.com/.

ahhh...wth. math cct..zzz.. i knew i would screw solutions to equations up. cos tt was done lyk a long time ago tt i forgot. ah ;last two questions screw up. shyte. 2nd last question should have known how to do but screwed up in the exam..lol...ran out of time..

got back sci pratical test..was really feeling damn hopeful but only got 11/15 in which i made ridiculous mistakes.

at least my gpa cheered me up.lol. but back to normal again when i screwed up my hstry cct. damn it. i was supposed to give 3 solid points and i ran totally out of time tt i gave only two and chionged my conclusion. CRAPPY. siao. how to finish in lyk 40 mins. possible for some clever ppl, not me..ahhh

feeling so damn sleepy. ahh. but olympics fever energising me. haha. olympics really fun to watch. lol now only SGP medal hopeful left is table tennis.

tmr we "miraculously" have to present RE oral presentation. siao la. only informed lyk on tues/wed. and our final report is so doomed sia. gtg memorise oral presentation soon

well, havent finished my damn poem assignment. lol plus so much work left. bzbz.

PS.STOP BULLYING

2008-08-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

i think i've neva been worse than today b/4. the way i played omg it was lyk i juz took up squash. my drives werent driven to the backcourt. i was hitting centre shots..my boasts were so high. and worse still, i seemed lyk i fed the ball to him. iwas hitting the ball to him all the while. whether he was too good or the courts kinda suck or my racquet screwed up today. i hav to admit it: I SUCK. even a simple dropshot was not perfected today.

11-1,11-1. i lost by such an embarrassing scoreline and kicked out of the competition. i juz self reflected. theres still so much practice, work that has to be put in. only solution: train harder. maybe i should play squash everyday. i really have to improve.

all looks so gloomy. my hp spoiled yesterday and i lost all my contacts( i saved them in my phone, nt in sim card)...gotta so much crappy hw to do and filing to do....

and tmr gettin back mt cct( prepare for worst)...

only positive thing that happened was that i got 4.0 for geog.

anywaes, i spilled wanton soup on my pants today. it was terrible. made everything worse.

2008-07-31T15:45:00.005+08:00

it was a hell of a busy week. and im seriously worn out. at least i still gotta this afternoon to rest. phew. hav bin coming home around 7 to 8 past 3 days ----cca. thursdays my only rest days so shld make gd use of this time.lol

well more events this week( more tests, and assignments given out) haha we had test every day this wk ( MT CCT which i mugged lyk mad but i dun think it was much use on monday, hstry written assignment on tuesday, erm yesterday was math TA... and today sci pratical plus eng cct) dunno how everything turned out..lets juz see....

soccer match today against 1D. lol they turned up late so we played 8 mins only and we had to chiong for sci pratical score was 0-0..lol much btr match that we had more possesion and attacked more.lol. oooh and i also juz recieved news that BG was caught some ri guy made police report...wonder wad happened.

well im gonna chiong RE now. busybusybusybusybusy

2008-07-26T12:54:00.003+08:00

lifes getting realli realli busy. i shldnt hav complained in term 2..term 3 much worse HAHA. lol. occupied during weekends with whole lot of activites. hmmm

yesterday was a shytty day. we lost to 1G in soccer. i feel so bitter over the loss . i think we r virtually out of the competition since 1C are so pro and we cant beat them. so 1C and 1G will progress.

but it could all hav been so different if...well did our defender foul the guy from 1G. i coudlnt remember wad actually happened but i dont think it was a rash two footed lunge. i mean i i dont think he went in two footed to tackle and h didnt even go for or touch the other guy's legs HE WENT FOR THE BALL AND MADE CONTACT WITH IT. dam crappy

we gav away another penalty later but our goalkeeper saved it..nice..

but we still lost. crap

juz came back frm a 6.2km run (cca)..haiz..so busy cant go on blogging..haiz

BRAZIL FACING SNGAPORE SELECTION..LOL

2008-07-17T11:46:00.003+08:00

FEVER....
im so freaking pissed...its hurts lyk to get kicked out of a competition without even going for the match...my opponent gonna get a walkover..zzz .and i missing the bowling support too. zzzzzzzzzzzz. why muz i fall sick at this time. its really so frustrating. and i cant go training for nxt 2 days most probably. im feeling better now but vry weak.

damn it..im so in a bad mood.

2008-07-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

i got 4 reader's digest over here. either i read them or go sleep.zzz. tmr got 10am training.

well apcg week equals more busy. amazingly i may hav to go for Re interview on sat afternoon. trainings mon wed fri 10am nxt whole wk and I going back sku one day for re too. thursday we hav 2 go support c div bowling. we hav optional cip too nxt sunday.

lol busy busy. cant afford to slack like its the hols anymore. haiz.

feeling sleepy le. signing off and good nite.

2008-07-03T15:42:00.002+08:00

term 3 has gone disastrously wrong. i screwed up pratically everything.. this sucks man. its gonna be the same for tmr..

zzz..whys everything lyk this. working hard is never a solution to the problem. at least i've partially given up on working hard. its no use. slackers can even do better than me so what does this prove?

yes and thats what im questioning myself nowadays. should i not care abt anything. well a 3.0 gpa is good enuf. would i rather get tt and lead a happy carefree life. i sometimes ask what is the diff. even if i get 3.8 or 3.0..nothing much except that sense of satisfaction that disappears as soon as you face another setback..

good grades..everythings so pointless...i could fail and just get it over and done with.

but it will be just so wrong to give up like that...hmm

2008-06-27T10:13:00.004+08:00

im never eva content with anything...songs( i get bored with them)...blogskins( they make my blog damn lame)...and more...so i decided to keep the VERY ORIGINAL template provided by blogger.

i was half-dead by at least tuesday this week.zzz. i didnt bother to do much hw.crap..i juz pushed all my work to this amazing long weekend where the teacher distribute more homework and now i have an enormous pile of work which i doubt i can finish...so crappy.

this week was spent by teachers giving us a "wonderful" overview of term 3..packed with stuff. so "great" we gotta re poster, re report, re oral presentation, cl website, cl ppt, cl oral, mt cct and billions more. the heat has increased by thrice..

after a long june break my fitness "deproved"..zzz.. i guess i slacked. my timing was "incredibly" 1h and 4 mins for climbing the 7 flights of stairs at SR block 15 times up and down. im a miserable failure. i cant believe i took 1h.

enuf abt sad things..the thrilling euro 2008 has kept me alive..wheee spain vs germany finals!! hard to predict who wins..spain are all rounders..while if i write out germany im a loser cos they always rise to the occasions..i support spain..but something in me is telling me germany will prevail...the final is on mon morning...i may nt watch cos next day we hav school.

and 11 july has been declared as a hol. w00ts..it would be better if they gav the day off on mon morning to let us watch euro 2008..

hols and hols..but we r told there elearning...zzzzzz..why cant we eva hav a peaceful break...work rules my life...

if ronaldo officially leaves man u i will hate him 4eva.

2008-06-11T09:40:00.002+08:00

whys everyone so obssesed with love at such a young age...zzz...

anywae, i juz had s scare..i was bouncing my tennis ball when it just flew out of the window and it now lies in an area that i cant reach for..there goes my tennis ball..sobs..hopefully the wind will blow it down into the carpark.

haiz. today go do history project. sian. and i still got hw to complete.argh.

raandom post. haha. but anywaes, happy birthday yy!

2008-06-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

i dunno why. but is juz as if my blog is dead and out. and my new skin totally sucks. i feel as if i shld just stop blogging since i dont even do it regularly. i dunno..i juz feel my blogs kinda stupid. the more i try to make it better the more it sucks..i dunno if im gonna retain this blog, but for sure it will be kinda dead. but i will still be going around to other blogs to tag. hmm..and i gotta make a blog for cl gotta concentrate on tt.

nowadays, i feel realli sick. haiz. especially the hols. they make u slack procrastinate. cos they make us think we hav a lot of time when we only hav two wks sia..zzz

its realli so boring..nt boring i guess ITS juz SIAN..sianity rules my life i guess..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-06-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

my fav song for many many days is still the song that emotionnally affetced me the most..im nt trying to be emo. but this is realli one of the greatest songs i have ever heard, from one of my favourtie bands: linkin park..

im addicted.

2008-05-28T15:04:00.001+08:00

hey ppl. if u cant hear my music pls check the volume of the music. it could be 0 so pls remember u may have to adjust it first. thks

2008-05-26T14:24:00.003+08:00

sighs my the other com nt working so i have to use this laptop.

looking at my long list of hw, i wonder if this is even a hol. why cant they just let us off and relax..haha.wad am i thinking of ..its kinda impossible..i trying to plan and squeeze in some time for ME time. like going out to watch Prince Caspian. maybe im goin nxt wk.

the weekend was more of me relaxing and doing a little bit of work. i got to do more work now. there isnt much time for me to complete my stuff..

well..today morning it was like raining heavily. i didnt know if there was still training cos today's training was at yio chu kang stadium. it didnt rain there in fact quite sunny..i dunno how the weather works..i live near the stadium..but there was rain at my house and nt at the stadium..lol..why am i talking so much abt the rain..well..i missed the sat run so i was made to run 8km( 20 rounds round the field). lol.

damn it..gtg..do my OC and eng hw..and read cl book..if only i could finish three things at one time and slack..

dream on.

2008-05-24T11:47:00.003+08:00

my blog is kinda dead..since i wanted to rest for the first REAL time since term 1 of school..i decided to change my skin .

im watching videos now..i nid a break from work..

the past few days havent been too great..i hv bin kinda feeling unwell..running nose..sneezing cough flam..i didnt want to go to school or training, but i told myself it was the last wk..so i still went.

anywae, today i missed the run cos of flam and running and blocked nose..my mum didnt want me to go..sighs...

anywaes, the projects r still piling up though..cant imagine the cl teacher actually said(i dun think you have a lot of projects for other subjects) and we have 3-4 assignments itself for cl..dotz..

we got back most of our test results too..i didnt do too well but not too bad too phew..

i guess the thing that made me most happy this wk was this:

i cant imagine how the chelsea players felt when terry missed and van der sar tricked anelka..look at the last penalty kick..van der sar was pointing to his left..pretending tt he would save to his left..nvm if u dun understand..the video says a thousand words..but i feel kinda sry for terry..haiz...but congrats man u

2008-05-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

lol..i can count got 10 plus things( assignments, projects nid to do)..sianz la..den hol hw still havent add..haha..walao...teacher may give us so much hw...

haiz..tests...getting back soon...damm scared la..later i flung everything...

lol..this is kinda stupid post..and i hack care..i wanna sleep liao..

2008-05-10T12:10:00.002+08:00

are grades that important? that that important...?? sighs..i realli sumtimes think i shldnt realli care abt grades...to get gd grades...muz work so damn hard juz like this cl project...hard work...but im so sick of it sumtimes..

i guess if i hav this attitude i wont survive in RP for long....

i guess endurance is one of the most important points in life...

sighs..i failed my 3.2km run this morning..by 40 secs.. and my 2.4km run n wednesday only 12 10...sighs..dont suan me ahh..those who so pro..

2008-05-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

yea..im definitely feeling the heat..if i can even survive the last two weeks of term 2..im realli realli proud of myself...

im juz taking 2 mins off my busy schedule blogging...

anywae im realli feeling kinda stressed up. i flung sci test..LITERALLY..nvm dont wanna talk abt it...
anywae, i got 2 major projects to handle..or rather 3 or 4...hmm..i only hav thurs as free time this wk...im seriously tired..i come back after 6 every day...i hv been training 3 days in a row. and today i ran 2.4km..

who cares.im juz enduring this..i realli hope i can survive term 2..

2008-05-05T18:56:00.002+08:00

im just plain tired. actually its my legs that are sore..

today music,cs,oc, sighs two-3 more new assignments..den eng...history and den sci...tmr BIO CCT..i die liaoz...argh..

nowadays seriously i can go berserk..so busy sia..and tired...really admire batchmates and seniors who are reallo active and alive..

today we had PT for cca. run SR block up and down 12 times each and we did 20 push-ups and 20 sit-ups 20 purpoise aftr every 3 rounds...i failed by two mins...how i suck..haiz..

tmr i going training cos i no third lang.. wed compulsory training...fri compulsory training...

i really got to find time for my work...haiz..gtg bb.

2008-04-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

ok..so today we had cs..den english sort of "mock test" i suck la. den got Cle...lol NE test..i tikam quite a few.lol and den history...FORCED to become grp leader. dotz..ahhh..den Mt compo...dotz..la. den sci we had revision..dotz..training was spent doing drives once again..den we had PT. everyone gathered together to do in a circle.

anywaes, the best thing that happened happened when i was fast asleep.MAN U 1-0 barcelona. anywae, i juz looked at the goal...marvellous.. straight for the top right corner!!

haha.

tmr is labour day.gonna chioing hw in the morning i guess.den go to ben's house to chiong cl. dotz..

dotz..DOTTING...w00ts

when you look me in the eyes

2008-04-29T16:03:00.002+08:00

Congrats, Yk. this is your 50th post!!w00ts..celebrate...yay..

mon was math cct. very scared i screw up.
today got unsw..crap la me..dotz..guess i only enjoyed assembly toDAY...kinda unexpected morrison will win, considering moor got SHANZHI, theodore. but morrison proved they have got BRAINS...tt their minds are not hollow lyk me.

anywae, tmr a long day and thurs is labour day...im sure lahz. what a nice name for tt day. everyone will be labouring, lyk me. cant even relax. nxt wk got cct, now got RE, geog, cl eng assingment..and blah....dunno nid to prepare for oc nt...haiz..

tmr i think got NE test, cl compo super important and i got eng hw and sci to complete.

....IM SURe..you're RIGHT....dotz.

2008-04-26T16:37:00.001+08:00

yk looks at his list of 10 hw. he plans when to do them and he knocks his head 30 times on the bed. he feels recharged, ready to work.

tt was an hour ago.

yk wants to repeat that again. he has to.

2008-04-25T20:04:00.002+08:00

i thought i juz posted recently but i havent lyk posted for one wk..dotz..and seriously this wk was kinda tiring.

Monday was spent chionging history..tuesday stayed bak for project..wednesday cca thurs project and fri SWIM CARNIVAL. morrison u rock!!

sianz..got lyk dunno how much work to do..dam. i can say we are on our way to the climax of the year..yeah thats it.

2008-04-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

dam sian sia..still havent settle history with chester..khmer so diff. to research...den my table like got some foreign invasion lyk tt..this gonna be a short post..

haha..friday first time went to sgcc train..saturday first time went to macritchie run 5km..
weekend was spent mugging.

and this wk gonna be a busy one. i think tmr no training tues staying bak for project. wed-traning. thur-project. fri-training. sat-run again? so monday only free day.

dam la..man u draw.. title race so dam scary sia..it is all luck..man u vs barcelona and chelsea nxt.

2008-04-16T20:44:00.004+08:00

today was mixed day sia.
firstly we had cs,english..ok lar..den we had PE...2.4km..sighs..my timing seems to deprove ( no such word) every time..now is 12 33. sianz...

we had geog. cct which i felt i flung esp. the first pg..sighs..i guess i neva revise enuf or smart..
later get back progress report....happy with it but kinda disappointed tt my english is 3.2..sighs..2 marks away to 3.6..and sci. 1 mark away to 4..ahhhhhhhhhhh..whY? but satisfied la.nat got 3.92( believe it)

history lesson ....den went to support squash. skipped lunch starved for most of the day anywaes. but worh it.

match started.we lost 2-0 in quick succession. but we got back one game so 2-1...den the next player played..he won sia after losing first two sets but never giving up and winning back the next 3 sets to put the score to 2-2..tt guy was determined.he injured his leg..but he fought on..and won! and the opponent lyk nt happy with every desicion..like kip complaining...

finally we won 3-2 with the last player owning.! so B DIV SQUASH CHAMPIONS- RAFFLES. w00ts
we did the unite cheer( aft school song) after the prize presentation.. everyone was dam happy..
congrats seniors!!

my mum complaining: stop using the com.go see ur progress report and see what subject u got to improve and go and revise!...

dotz...so tired sia..

2008-04-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

i feel kinda crap now..seriously..it sucks..

today was lyk dunno how many things happen...

1>assembly in the morning was dedicated much to showing our support for rugby finals which ended just in the evening..and also confirming the classes going to support...had squash meeting abt going to support b div. dquash final this wednesday...

2>eng lessons and sci lessons>routine.

3> napfa for PE. i sucked. now only can get silver!!WHY!! all cos of my standing broad jump!! dam..i jumped only 180 at first( but at least get C, and can get gold)...but the teacher say FAULUT JUMP...dotz..and i jumped 172 as a result...second try...180 again...fault jump! wth. den jump only 171..i feel like shitt..lolz...why izzit always my standing broad jump? sobs..

4>MT..lessons..got bak two compre( 23/25, 19/25) and watched movie..sort of lahz..

5>PHILO test..kinda unsure how i did..

6> MATH..lessons..

7>RE......

8> went to support softball b div. they put a great fight i suppose ( nt too sure how the softball game works) but we lost... but my shoes were covered in mud..absoloutely dirty...its like u dont even know it my shoe...cos the whole place where we were standing all so muddy...cheering was cool.

heard tt rugby lost..tough match.

nt a gd day for RI, is it?

2008-04-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

sianz..muz revise for cct nxt wk..geog..ahh..geog cct sounds quite difficult..still got philo test which doesnt sound easy too..

ahh..exploring photoshop for most of the day and finished math hw too..sighs..tmr i think going to revise cct..sighs..today no man u match..sighs...

whole sku all in the midst of a vry busy period now..b div. rugby finals on monday w00ts..PADANG..omg..i cant believe how grand how BIG the occasion is..i bet i will die if i am one of the players on the field..imagine a whole sea of ppl..cheers louder den ever..who wouldnt feel the rafflesian spirit..the spirit of togetherness..ahh..everyone will be cheering like siao..if only my class was selected..but our class selected for softball b div. softball also nt bad la..also muz cheer for them..

and wednesday B DIV squash final.... this year they hav been brilliant..one of best batches..i think.w00ts.!! final!!...

monday napfa test...wednesday get back progress report..this wk;s gonna be a busy one..vry busy

and its either make or break.

2008-04-08T18:19:00.004+08:00

MORE TEST RESULTS..

CHINESE:42/50( DISAPPOINTED)> sumone got 48..hes all rounder sia..YY
GEOG: 20.5/25( SURPRISED)

UPCOMING EVENTS THAT GONNA MAKE ME DIE:
GEOG CCT( WORST OF ALL)
SCI CCT(WORST OF ALL)
PROGRESS REPORT DISTRIBUTION( WORST OF ALL)

MORE EVENTS:
B DIV. SQUASH FINAL

well..cle was INTERESTING today..resilience..which i dun have as u can see from my blog posts..

well..after sku went to kallang to support cdiv squash..they owned.

but..why does my squash suck?..
random sia.

2008-04-07T20:23:00.002+08:00

here i am trying to vent my frustration? or cursing at the stupid problem of internet connection..and the stupid prob. im having trying to download photoshop trial..its freaking..driving me CRAZY..ahh..i feel dam super frustrated..cant help but spout vulgarities( recently i've bin doing this)
ahhh..photoshop...grrr...im wasting so much time...<> my internet connection fail at wrong time..freak..haywire liao lar..
today..dun realli like this kind of days..music, cs, oc...english was most interesting...got bak grp short story...21/30 erp 20/30.....kk...dunnid say or think..i noe it SUCKS. presented fable..think we screwed up? according to yy
history worse sia.....mdm yati screamed at my grp of four for nt even starting to write for lyk how long..she said sumthings..aiya..dunnid mention..
today go bak home..sit bus..got suanned by bus driver..embarrassed..

dunno why my days are getting worse..HELP...

2008-04-03T17:56:00.006+08:00

whats the date today?? i hope i neva eva remember...cos for me, today was the suckiest day eva..i juz feel its so dark...it is still dark now<>, i dunno when my days will REALLY brighten up..

i suddenly feel so sad cos of today..ahhh special programme..optimistic at first..but the whole grp screwed up..ahhhhhhhhh dont feel like saying wad happened...but i only knew it was a disaster.....i didnt know why...the whole grp was in chaos...there seemed like we were enemies..the grp was divided...wadeva we said was objected... no one eva gave in...arguments continued...neva stopped..in the end there was time constraints..we hadnt even tot of a skit to present...i asked the whole grp to juz stick with the solution...but two ppl objected..argued..went to seek opinion from teacher...15 mins lost...time to prepare skit gone...presentation screwed up.....

once again, our grp was the worst...and i guess i have gotten used to being the worst..at least we werent selected and dont have to disgrace 1H..

yiu yin's pro grp was selcted...gd luck..try ur best..and keep our image ALIVE..dunno if used correct word..but juz make 1h proud!! u have our support!!

and zhang ren knocked his head against something..lost some memory..sent to hospital...tt was realli freaky..and scary..and hard to believe...

i was pretty sad how this day turned out..realli sad..stayed bak at sku to watch and play squash..

i wanna be comforted.

2008-04-02T20:23:00.003+08:00

LEARNING JOURNEY DAY> NATIONAL MUSEUM..cool place..

only needed to report to sku at 12 today...had lunch with yy and jimmy at j8..den walk to sku..bg was damn scary today..juz curious if he was at kfc, we went to see..den after tt we saw him ther..den quickly go away..to avoid him..but ahhh...he saw us..den stand up and wanna approach us..we quickly dashed away like siao..haha..

national museum was cool and dark too...some ppl in our class purposely make it so freaky like got ghost..learnt abt whole history of singapore..but we move vry fast...didnt realli get to know much...

just in time for traning at 3.30...for once, mr chow, teacher in charge came and helped trained us...we did rally..and den compete with one another for the first time... play match..short match lahz. first to nine points win liaoz..lost 9-5 first match, won 9-4 nxt match..

tired now..still muz do reflections for learning journey..sighs..

2008-04-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

english and geog. was ordinary today... english was full of admin stuff...only knew today theres a swimming carnival coming up...0.0..

assembly was kind of dramatic..after the talk..quiz time...first person to reach the little circle in the middle of atrium gets to answer and get PRIZES...haha..the first time a boy literally dived into the circle and got there first....it was rare that i saw the teachers actually smiling so broadly, seeing us like tt.

thinking of talks..i recall yesterday's assembly..when the sec 4 pupil said..for assembly on tues, theres going to be a talk for sec 1, a talk for sec 2 ...and a combined talk for sec 3 and 4,..it was really funny when we heard it then..

anywaes, i had lunch and went to j8 to take mrt home..went into j8 to look for bro...i waited outside one of the toilets when the bg suddenly came... and entered the toilet...scary..he was quite near to me...yesterday also..i going home den saw him at bus stop..quickly walk past...

ahh..just cam back from gym...i dun think im fit enuf..unlike klara who did 200 sit ups...only spent 45 mins in gym...not much lahz..

only remember i did 20 purpoise when i entered the gym<> and 400m of that bicycle thingy den ran 2.6km and 1.5km for that bicycle thingy..den my bro asked me to do 60 crutches..i was like..run so much how u still do so many?? he could, hes damn fit..i like do 15 stop do 20 stop do 10 stop..so slack lor. i told u im not even fit. im damn ashamed of myself dunno how im even going to do well for napfa. why am i even thinking of doing well..i definitely wont!

come online lehz, yy.

2008-03-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

ahhh...one of my favourite songs..so touching..i wanna cry when i feel so troubled and listen to this..

the quality may not be so good though.

I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I'm through with you

I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I'm through with you

Right back where we started,
Falling apart at the seams.
You tagged your name on my heart and,
I sat there and let it bleed.

Sweetheart so,
Now this is goodbye.

I'm letting you go.
You're letting me down.
Been caught in your reign, and I almost drowned.
I'm letting you go.
Our love's black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I'm through?

I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I-I-I'm, I'm through,
I-I'm through with you

You said you knew what romance is.
Jaded, I fell for your lies.
You're out of second chances.
Sadly, we're fading out tonight.

Sweetheart so,
Now this is goodbye.

I'm letting you go.
You're letting me down.
Been caught in your reign, and I almost drowned.
[How Many Words lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm letting you go.
Our love's black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I'm through?

I have to,
Don't want to,
I've got to set you free
No more words,
It's over.
Now I can finally breathe.

I'm letting you go.
You're letting me down.
Been caught in your reign, and I almost drowned.
I'm letting you go.
Our love's black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I'm through?

I'm letting you go.
You're letting me down.
Been caught in your reign, and I almost drowned.
I'm letting you go.
Our love's black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I'm through

I'm letting you go. (I have to)
You're letting me down. (Don't want to)
Been caught in your reign, and I almost drowned. (I've got to set you free)
I'm letting you go. (No more words)
Our love's black and blue. (It's over)
How many words does it take to say I'm through (Now I can finally breathe)

I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I'm through with you

I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I-I-I-I'm through
I-I'm through with you

2008-03-29T17:37:00.003+08:00

sorry for not posting for at least one wk plus.. i had reasons..for all i know, wk 1 to the start of wk 2 was horrendous.

here i am at the end of wk 2. well. e learning was torturous. not torturous. i rather go to sku and let the teachers teach us. some things like history i dun even know how to do..sobs..sighs..

thursday went to 'yy's house to do fable project. we got it accomplished in lyk 1 hour plus..den slacked den do other stuff and bak to fable..i learnt some valuable stuff at least.

friday was back to sku. got bak tests. compre test: 16/25..sucky. at least got some consolation for math. den we got our groupings for the home grp for special programme its was only ok. not everyone is though.
training in afternoon...pt

today yy nat and josh. came to do eng. they went home lyk 3 to 2 hours ago. im here, struggling with my short story, which is the lousiest among all four of us. cos it pratically sucked.

i wanna JUMP.

2008-03-16T16:48:00.002+08:00

seriously..i feel darn sick..dunno why,..maybe its the guilty feeling of slacking too much this entire wk..but i dont care im taking this time off to post..lolz..,tmr bak to sku!?? sad..hols have ended.. so fast lor.. so sad.

still got some stuff to complete b/4 tmr..so i have to be quick..sighs. heres something.

march hols
monday: chiong for project
tuesday: training, stay back do re. go j8 had mACS for lunch..came back at around 3-4..slacked..did some hw..
wednesday: devoted whole day to slacking and doing hw
thurs: cca and briefing at pathlight for community day..came back at around 6
fri: devoted some more time to slacking and doing hw
sat: haircut..i have so little hair now! w00ts.. and bought a NEW PHONE..yays.. cos my old phone the radio, earpiece spoilt liao..and some other things also not too gd. den visited my grandmother at hospital, she fell..and injured..hopes she get WELL!
SUN:..studied, mugged..

tuesday and thursday were more eventful days..lolz..others were lyk so damn boring..

tuesday..trained..den met for grp work, with nathaniel for re. den had lunch at MACS..discovered A NEW way of eating fries..so darn unhealthy..lolz..

thursday..we trained..den watched senior school player, c div. play some matches against sec 3s for practice...we sat there for 2 hours watching them..lolz..but it wasnt totally boring..watching squash being played at a much higher level..den we went pathlight..as a whole grp of 30 plus squash members..lolz..sat bus 55..all the sec 1s prepared to alight at the bus stop den suddenly a sec 4 senior say no! it isnt this stop..lolz..but one sec 3 and all sec 1s alighted liao...and we walked to the next bus stop..which wasnt near to pathlight..still muz walk lyk dunno how long..UNDER THE RAIN? the rain was quite heavy..lolz..but i guess no one cared..everyone's hair was so wet.

the briefing was ok. we were briefed on the sku and pupils and wad to do on tt day..

went home..slacked did little bit of hw..

lolz..my hols were full of slacking..i feel so guilty..bye.

at least man u did score yesterday 1-0! but missed lyk so many chances again..and arsenal drew..w00ts!

2008-03-12T10:42:00.003+08:00

Man u v Pompey
by footister20

its just so frustrating..as i recall what happened on saturday night. i was desperately hoping for a goal then..a moment of magic to unlock pnpey's defence..but it nvr came and the opposite thing happened..our defence were unlocked by pompey..the goal brought agony to me..it could have been prevented..why did rooney and anderson run after kranjar..and there baros was free in the centre of the penalty box..not marked..Kuszczak was helpless..he simply handtackled baros..and that was it...muntari taking the penalty with ferdinand trying to block..lolz..difficult..i just felt that ferdinand dived awkwardly..but still great effort by him.. and there...man u left abt 10 mins to equalize..tsk..when they cant score for 80 mins..its diff. to be able to equalise with only 10 mins remaining..mentally..maybe u would have already gave up..lolz..but man u always score late goals..so there i was waiting until the 93rd minute..for a goal..sad..they were knocked out of fa cup..there goes my hopes all pinned on them for a treble..i mean this year's squad is lyk one of the best eva..they had the best chance to win a treble again.sighs..

the main problem wasnt their defence though..the video speaks for itself..its a pity man u spurned so many chances..carrick..i tot he was going to score..but the ball juz didnt go the way he wanted..and distin blocked it..argh..tt was so close..i kept jumping..how could it not turn into a goal..rooney..he missed another chance when he was through on goal..its just so agonising to see that we cant score..we created millions of chances..i feel darn miserable.gah.

a whole chunk of commentary is what i have written but just look at the video and u will know..

will post again today if i have time..im thinking of changing my blog skin..this one is so lame..

2008-03-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

yay...march hols are finally here..sry..its been wk since my last post...i have been chioing for submission fro projects and crazy hw..i hv been lyk sleeping about 5 hours per night for past few days..not tt bad though..other frens worse..

anywae, the rush NEVER stops..theres still hw and i have lots of file organisation to carry out..my files and ws are damn all over the place..i hv to complete those ws i havent lyk completed and then file them..got 2 or 3 projects to handle..too..two of them nid to hand up nxt wed....sighs..

anywae, we sort of got back all our cct results this week/last wk..damn disappointed..nt damn la..but to a certain extent..chinese-52.5/60...math-22.5/30...freaking..chinese highest 56 den math highest 28..so can u see the diff. in standard..i feel so freaking stupid..this holiday definitely have to buck up..

cca nxt wk again only 2 days..tuesday and thursday for march hols..lucky got training..if not i die liao..my squash will become so lan..now already lousier den quite a no. of ppl.....

yea..in short..there are so many ppl better den me in both studies and sports..so..... yea...this hols will be prefect time to catch up..

98.7fm top 20 countdown..

sorry 6-intians..cant make it for nxt thurs' class gathering..

2008-03-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

yay..man u1-0 fulham..three cheers to hargreaves..freekick goal!!woots!! man u i think nvr play rooney ronaldo giggs anderson ..rested them...nevertheless, gd play by man u and keep up the gd work..

well im doing cs project at the same time..im not happy with myself..accomplished vry little today..i did math,almost finished zuo wen..finished cle? wad else did i do..dunno..sighs..

lyk wad yiu yin said, the goegraphy matters video realli touching..the song and everything..and for those of u who are linkin park fans LYK ME yay.. U will know what is the song' what i've done' a song that reminds us to care abt the environment..the song has great impact too..go youtube and watch those videos or go yiu yin's blog..he has kindly put up the videos..nt like me..i so unkind dun post the video..lol

going back to cs project and the MAN U match.....

2008-02-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

im experiencing a different kind of life here..in ri..we used to slack after exams in pri. sku..LOL..but the work seems to increase over here even as the ccts end...

yes today's the 29th feb. so special..Lol..normal lessons as usual..and after sku went to hml once again to discuss pro. work...yyea..as usual rushed to cca at the last minute..lol.at least training was tougher today instead of the usual routines...mm..as the seniors say, the training will get tougher and tougher as the days go on..more running to do..more push-ups..and wadeva..realli thank tthem for their guidance for the past few weeks, teaching us the fundamental skills of squash..THANKS..

its 20 mins away to march..1 more wk to march "holidays"...

2008-02-25T17:14:00.004+08:00

abt an hour ago, i was in the mrt train..ready to exit and waiting for the doors to open..but i didnt open as fast as it usually did..waited 4 10..seconds and it still didnt happen..i know im paranoid..but i thought something dangerous was happening..phew..it opened eventually after a while..anywae, thats nt the most important thing that happened today..

today was math cct..yes..it was math cct..45 mins was sort of insufficient 50 mins would have been better..i was nt realli sure with the last question- 2 marks..well..i didnt revise the thing that came out in the last question..it was in my file<> ..didnt expect them to come up with such a question..omg..well..so i was actually deciding qhich question to do..last question or bonus question, both worth 2 marks..but bonus question had totally no idea.. so did the last question..well..i dun expect to get super high marks 4 this..i dun wish for everything to be perfect..nothing has realli gone PERFECT 4 me these 8 weeks..

speaking of that, 8 wks have passed here in ri..and realli i think that this sch is really disciplined and the teacher expect a lot from the students..and many things are done by the students themselves instead of the teachers..and something i am certain of..there are too many projects, assignments and group work..Lol

why izzit so warm though its raining??

2008-02-24T17:30:00.002+08:00

if u had watched last nite's 8.55pm match..u must have know wad happened..what a horrific tackle that was..moreover..it was juz in the 3rd minute..such a harsh tackle so early in the game..tt must have dampened arsenal's spirits..worst, look at eduardo..his left feet was firm on the ground and taylor came in late and tackled his left leg, STUDS UP..that is painful..argh...excruciating pain..blood..eduardo was brave..he didnt cry out loud..no one can disagree with wenger for being so angry..though i hate arsenal, eduardo is decent and i hope he gets well..feel so sorry....hope this doesnt ruin his career totally..i realli dun think i should post the video here..argh..

man u won 5-1..yay..

time flies..its close to 6..omg..

2008-02-23T09:32:00.003+08:00

i slept for 10 hours last night instead of the usual 6-7 hours...LOL..i slept a 9.30..unbelievable..the moment i came back at almost 8, i had my dinner, bathed, watched tv a little den went to sleep..i didnt do any work.. tt was terrible ....so i woke up at 7 today..

well..yesterday was fine..after sku went to library..time flew past lyk crazy..it was 2 20..i didnt realise tt..i rushed to squash court..lucky they havent started..well i trained for abt 3 plus hours and also spent some time watching how GOOD the seniors were playing..incredible..

i missed survivor last nite at 11 30..yao man voted out..shocked..survivor is such an unfair game..should judge people on abilty to win challenges..tts what i think.LOL..

well..i got lots of things to do this weekend..argh!! help..

u lost my ruler..u broke it...i kept it for years.. it cant be bought anywhere now...i cant believe u destroyed it..and worst, u cant be bothered with it..u just walk away as if u r inoncent..i hate u, nt for anything but for how irresponsible u r..

2008-02-21T22:41:00.004+08:00

...the city of...........................................................................................>................................SINGAPORE!!!.. I was too enthu. too excited..rolled abt on the floor..seemed as if i had body spasm..shaking all over..yes..i was glad i wasnt dreaming..SINGAPORE , a red dot looked down and underestimated often, hosting the yog..the FIRST ever Youth olympic games...yes.. singapore out of so many other countries..the yog is simliar to olympics juz tt the particpants are 18 and below.. so tts an incredible feat for singapore..im so proud of her..this is going to be the talking point of everyone from tmr onwards.. definitely...

well done, what a great job...

2008-02-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

today was a pretty long day..it all started out witH MT which we were given yet anotehr complicated assignment.yes indeed...we got back our math assignments and topical assesments today..and it was such a pity..iT WAS SO CLOSE...sighs..another scolding by sci teacher for not doing work properly and english we had compre test which i had no idea what i was writing for some questions..tts a disaster..sighs..and more hw today..im tired already NOW..how to even my hw..i juz came back from squash at 7..my skills suck..i need more practice..2 training sessions arent enuf..!!

IT WAS EXPECTED.. MORE HW AND ASSIGNMENTS..

2008-02-19T19:12:00.002+08:00

i've been having constant headaches nowadays and i always think my mind is going to explode any time...and im always scaring myself..am i ILL?? or izzit because of the countless amount of tasks to complete thats bombarding my mind..it just seems that no subject has nothing for us to complete..and if im going mad in this case, how am i going to cope for 3 years and 3 terms more?? NIGHTMARES??.. and it cant help my cause that i get exhausted so easily esp. at nite!! izzit realli true i have not adapted?? MAYBE..

gosh..more in store 4 me tmr..

p.s( sry for always posting short entries.. i dun have much time 4 long posts haha!!)

2008-02-17T17:10:00.003+08:00

this was one good thrashing of one of the clubs i hate most: ARSENAL..., made me feel gd..

GOOD JOB MAN U!! what a ROUT..

2008-02-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

i've failed..tts a reality..and i have to face up to it..i've learnt one of the most important lessons of my life..tt is to ORGANISE. yesterday was my worst day so far at ri and as the day progressed, things didnt. i ended up rushing and of course it wasnt done well because of poor organization. i dont want to talk abt it anymore..it just makes me feel worse

well..i was exhausted just now and halfway doing my work i just slept and one hour flew past..i guess i have been rather stressed up about the geog. project..nvm..i feel energetic after sleeping..tmr is going to be a long and unpredictable day..lol..everyday is a unpredictable day..

why are our pe lessons so limited?? we havent really gone into real pe stuff..sighs..

2008-02-11T17:49:00.000+08:00

tts it for a disastrous and miserable term 1 so far. im most disappointed in my grades, my tests, my marks and projects. i didnt do very well for either of them and tts vry disappointing..i flung my first eva ri sci practical test. i tried to memorise for my philo test but when i saw the questions i forgot some answers..no.3, my math poster..i wasnt satisfied with it and though, its a A, im convinced its a low one..well for music i failed to play the keyborad piano well when i was tested...my mt compo i was supposed to use speech but forgot!!..and now my geog. project is the worst ever thing i have ever done..some of you may think i have too high expectations, but i really am extremely disappointed in my performance. i guess im well behind everyone in terms of grades...

though im unhappy, i guess grades are not everything..the most importtant thing is that i tried my best and really..i didnt do any of these graded assignments hastily..i spent much time..mmm..i guess i have to try really harder nxt time to do better..

heres the spanking cool new cool first episode of survivor micronesia..the fans are really enthu!! common favourites..jia you..dont keep losing..ozzy.. u are my fav. person from survivor..dont disappoint!!

2008-02-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

this sense of hatred
is burning in my heart
though i dont like it
but you forced me to have this

i bet you never thought of my feelings
or you never cared
but i have feelings
and i do get hurt

put yourself in my shoes
and you will understand how i feel
i have opinions
and i hope you respect them too

all humans are equal
not separated by age or authority
everyone should be treated the same
fair and square.

2008-02-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY! its a late one though but its not totally meaningless!! gong xi fa cai, shen ti qian kang, shi shi shun li, wan shi ru yi, da ji da li, XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!...

2008-02-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

im busy now but making time for a short post.its cny eve tmr!! so fast..

well..today came back home at 3 plus.den use the com.for a while den went to sleep cos i couldnt endure my exhaustion. i only slept 5 hours plus the previous night which is so unacceptable for me cos even 8 hours of sleep is not enuf for me..sleeping is something i like a lot..ALOT.. well woke up at 6 plus..den started to make fishes with hongbaos for class decoration..why isnt the whole class contributing??kk..nvm anywae the cny decoration is done liao once i paste the fishes tmr.well..im doing my geog.project now..

well..today's class meeting was super chaotic..the only thing i was vry interested in was the inter-class soccer competition..well.. 1d challenged us to a soccer match nxt friday..i think..well the match with 1i..we lost by penalties..sad..hope we do better nxt time..

k..enjoy cny eve tmr, everyone..get prepared for the COUNTDOWN.. juz 1 day more..

2008-02-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

i realli dunno whats gone into me now..is it the stress or pressure that is causing my depression now? sorry if i have offended you, friend. i feel equally bad. i dunno why it just takes eternity to be able to accomplish this simple task. and realli i dont think i am helping the cause either..maybe because im tired? i just hope to get this done efficiently..i think im too anxious and worried..sighs..

i havent been making long posts and although i dun have much time, i realli want to make this entry a long one..i think my character has changed. i think i really have changed. nowadays, i hesitate to spill out my trouble to ppl..i keep things to myself secretly..i juz talk when i feel like sharing and when im iin a good mood..and sorry if i dun answer questions especially my parents' ones..i juz want to be alone and think hard, reflect and reflect..sometimes, i do stop my hw out of the blue and really start to think what has happened..my actions and everything... nowadays, i start to think: am i a loner? i try to face everything myself..and of course my parents object, saying im too proud..but really...i want to learn to be independent..im in secondary school..in few years, i will be going out to the society and interacting with ppl of all sorts..so please... i need freedom..give me space to learn new things independently..there are some things i really need to undergo and face myself..MYSELF..

sorry ..this entry is too short..

cny in 4 days time..

2008-02-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

i remember many things happening this week but i dunno why im quite speechless now or rather i dont know what to type now...anywae, sorry i have been quite busy for these few days..no time to blog..

so yea..chinese new year is round the corner in 4-5 days time..mm..oh and man u vs spurs match coming up later too..hope ronaldo performs as well as he always does

here is one of the most amazing goals ronaldo has scored..wonder how he does this..as u see..david james couldnt do anything to stop the ball..fantastic goal this was..

2008-01-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

well..today was a day off for all us in ri..not realli off day cos i still woke up at 7.30 though, although its 1 and a half hour later den usual..but still went to fren's house at 10 to do project work until 6 plus den i reach home..guess its still a normal schoolday after all didnt get to rest much..lol..although today more relaxing la..lol..

but of course we havent finished the project..still got so much to do..tmr's going to be a busy day and tiring..i may have to starve tmr..lol..no lunch definitely cos got omninex..den recess monitor conducting trial?? skip recess? dunno la and also have to find squash teacher to ask got training tmr. cos tmr got merit cca trial too..clash?

im so hungry now..going to have dinner..cya..

ps. ...i make an effort to post daily..respect tt..

2008-01-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

here i am reviving memories of the orientation camp weeks ago..yea..i was recalling that time when we met only for the second day and we were starting the 1st station game, bouncing the tennis ball with some equipment for a distance..i remember that i didnt know my classmates then..they were strangers..one month has passed, and i guess many ppl already know their classmates and their names..mmm..

friday got merit cca trial..i dun wanna go cos im not the least interested in it..yea..i realli admire ppl who take third.lang have tuition, have music lessons, have 2 ccas..they are supermen being able to cope with so many things..but i only have 1 cca, i dun take third lang. i dun have such music lessons or wad<>..so my focus is bascially on cca..i want to train hard and of course focus on studies la..doing tons of projects, or wadsoeva..

YEA and we got two assignments today liao..graded..and complicated..and we need to decorate our classroom..and i volunteered to help..gosh..i reali must find something to contribute..and we r having a soccer match with 1i..they challenged us to it..so monitor going to select ppl..pls select me..im doing hw now..again..and slacking at the same time<> i realli want to stop this habit but i cant help it..i have a few days to change the habit cos my feb. resolution is..u know wad i said liao. im having too much ME time..ok im going back to hw..zai jian..

rosythians, anyone want to go back tmr?

2008-01-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

squash..squash..squash..yea i got into squash..we got the allocation of cca paper during philo period and philo teacher read it out..woa..tt moment was so scary..anywae, i was relieved i didnt get into guitar or ug..squash was first choice and i got it!! omg..

so we had cca meeting..and traning starts this friday!! woa..so fast lor..and many other things were said during the meeting but i dun bother to say anymore..i gt do hw liao hor..sry..

hope to meet 6-INTians at rosyth..

2008-01-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

NEW SEASON OF SURVIVOR- SURVIVOR MICRONESIA...I WONT MISS IT!!

2008-01-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

today sch ended so early..and somemore last period math teacher nvr come..well.. i had lunch at sku..den walked to mrt,,went home from there ..

since today is friday, i decided to relax a bit, so watched video on youtube for 1.5 hours..den did work..and slacked again..went downstairs to play..first time in 1 month..it was great realli to relax and unwind especailly working for 1 month non-stop liao..i played soccer, touch rugby, throwing tennis ball...and lots of running..haha..

so here i am continuing my hw.i havent been getting much sleep so i guess im going to sleep early today..lol..I NEED SLEEP..

"thks a lot" tyy...

2008-01-24T20:32:00.001+08:00

as the year progresses, more assignments start piling up and the cca begins..i guess it is time to take things easy..we dun have to be perfect or rather we cant be perfect..if we want that, we might as well go crzay, or actually we will get crazy..there is limited time thus we must prioritize..i am beginning to understand this word now as week 4 ends..it has been a unfulfilling month for me..i feel i have wasted too much time..i feel that i hv been wanting to be too perfect..it has dawned on me that i shld not continue like this..there will be cca soon and i will nvr be able to cope if i want to be like tt. i shall try to manage my time better nxt month and that is my resolution for February..

take it easy,cherish life and make the best out of it..

2008-01-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

i totally flung my whole science test today..i sucked today realli..i guess im prepared to fail it... and there are many other reasons to prove i sucked today but i shall not go on further...and i dunno what happened to my thigh muscles..cos they realli hurt..sighs..

im mugging the whole time im awake..omg..my life is as simple as mugging b/4 sleeping..surely it has to be getting more lively..but i cant make it...why??..i juz cant help it..

im not confident of doing well this year..frankly..

2008-01-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

gosh..its close to 12..and im still packing my bag..and i got to wake up b/4 6 tmr..sighs..going to sleep soon..gd nite..

2008-01-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

k i juz returned from school not too long ago..1 hr ago? not too sure.. today was a day of many surprises...or maybe not many la..

k today i may have to burn the midnight oil..have to do a 500-wors essay on a topic that is realli dfficult to come out with 500 words.. i shall not elaborate..and i hv to complete my part of the math project needed to be ready by tmr..i realli shldnt be blogging now but im jus taking a break cos i juz came back..yea im realli ..will blog nxt time if im realli free tmr? nt sure..

p.s. dun try to deceive me..cos its hard to believe u..

2008-01-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

hope most of u know i have totally dleted the previous blog and set up a new blog except that the c box remains,,

i dunno wad u think ..is this skin worse den before? nevertheless, i wont change the skin anymore..i dun want to mess up everything again..i took lots of time and spent lots of effort doing up this blog the content and everything..

the coming monday i hv to select my ccas..im sort of still not certain what i realli want..some sports im realli interested in i juz dun hv the vry gd skills for that sport..so of course i will be rejected..so yea..i guess im joining my bro..cos squash is the only cca i got positve comments from..LOL.sighs..

i hv many tasks to do this weekend prepare for OC show and tell..i thought there already a end to show and tell in p6 after psle oral and now show and tell comes back again.. i hv to do tons of math research and summarise them and blah.. i cant say i dun care cos its graded..tts how important it is..but, thinking abt it i dunno why im still wasting time on the computer.. i shall stop now..

p.s .. im still thinking why some ppl look down on me..izzit cos of my small size or cos they know im slow in my work of whateva reason? but im realli unhappy..nvm..

the countdown to cny starts NOW..

2008-01-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Lonely fear lights up the sky
Can't help but wonder why
You're so far away

There, you had to take a stand
In someone else's land
Life can be so strange

I wish we never had to choose
To either win or lose
That we could find a way (We could find a way)

But I won't turn my back again
Your honour I'll defend
So hurry home, and 'til then (til then)

Chorus:Stand tall, stand proud!
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright (hurry home… ooh)

I'm not here to justify the cause
Or to count up all the loss
That's all been done before

I just can't let you feel alone
When there's so much love at home
We're sending out to you

All the courage that you've known
The bravery you've shown
Clearly lights the way

We pray to make the future bright
To make the wrong things right

Right or wrong, we're all praying you remain strong
That's why we're all here and singing along

You are the voice
You are the light

http://www.lyricsdownload.com/voices-that-care-voices-that-care-lyrics.html

all ri sec 1s, this the actual version of 'voices that care'. LASAIR FLAME ON!!

2008-01-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

a brand new blog.. a brand new beginning..pls show ur support by tagging..and yea.. tts all.. im realli busy.. will post more often..